04.08.02-3:33 p.m.> Do you remember 15 ? Even better, are you 15 ? What is that like now a days ? I want that back. I want coming home from school, and calling my friends even though we spent the entire day together, to go every little detail of every little event. I want that back. I want worrying about who's mom was driving to the mall and who's picking up. I want to not worry about how I look, or what I say, and I want to sleep, knowing that the worst that could possibly come out of me not going to school is me missing out on something someone said,or something someone wore,or a teacher I hated being absent. I want that great crush, and the importance of JUST SEEING THEM back. I dont want, to go back to high school, infact I rather suffer blunt force trauma to the head before I ever go back to LHS. But I just want that innocence back, the importance of such trivial things, thats what I want back. Where did that go ? I want to wear blue nail polish and not feel like an idiot ! Now I know I was painfully uncool in high school, and I know, that Im not much better now. The only difference is, I never knew it back in the day. Feeling good about being a dork, is sooooo five years ago. feh.
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