04.11.02-2:35 p.m.> Will life ever get easier for me ? EVER. I fucking hate trials and tribulations and being upset and not knowing how to not be upset and nervous. I fucking hate that I'm so weak. I hate that I make myself like this. That when I get upset I can't breathe, and my stomach turns to shit, and I can't compose myself. ever. I HATE HATE HATE MYSELF right now, so so so so so so much. breathe, melissa , breathe. I can't. I am such a bloody mess.
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