09.17.02-4:53 p.m.> I miss my brother like alot. more than I thought I ever possibly could and hes only been gone for a few hours, and Im still so mad at him,for being so irresponsible and Im so frustrated every time my brain tries to seperate itself from the anger, because I hate changing my stance on anything ever. I need such serious help. Im angry with him,because him not being here HURTS, it hurts me more than anything else has ever hurt me in my entire life and I wish I was exaggerating. More importantly, I dont know whats at the bottom of this. I hate that this is consuming me.
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