02.11.03-10:43 p.m.>

Im scared of all the bad stuff....

mainly because I dont want bad stuff to happen while Im seperated from my family members. Then theres the whole me not wanting to die thing.

Im already suffer extreme anxiety over everyfuckingthing....

now I cant sleep,

and I start to freak out when I let my head think

and I cant move

and panic attacks

and Im afraid...in this extremely paralyzing kinda way to do anything at all.

I know I cant live my life this way, but fuck, its a sickness.