older-contact-homeland-me-notes

08.29.01-1:58 p.m.>

I hate being so nervous about talking to someone that my heart beats almost in my throat. And I sit with the phone in my hand, only able to dial 5/6 numbers. I hate that. Im 20, I should get me some guts. Im an independent type woman !! Please feel free to throw your hands up at me.

Im listening to Bleed American so good, but its not making the lump in my throat melt.

Agh.

Im constructing a cast page.

So if I link to you in my profile,or you happen to be a friend of mine or your special ! Please (pretty please) do me the favor ofsending me a picture of you.

Seriously now.

Thankee.