01.02.02-11:20 p.m.> Im really discouraged these past few days, I can feel myself falling into a funk and I just dont know what to do about it. Im dissappointed in my surroundings and generally really lonely. People are so complicated and it seems that every attempt I make at reaching out to people is made in vain. What am I, a joke ? No, really. WHAT AM I ? People just dont take me seriously, ever at all. Why ? It really grates on my nerves. I am 20 yrs old. I am intelligent, and witty, and open minded, I can hold thoughtful conversation. What is it ? Why do I not matter ? to anyone ? Why is it that people see fit to constantly hurt my feelings ? I am a good person. Hi Melissa Bye Melissa Hey Melissa How are you Melissa ? You dont care. Dont act like you care, because you dont. So why do I bother ? Why do I invest my feelings into any of anything. Why do I take steps that put me close to people ? So much frustration and hurt and anger and confusion and I dont know where to put any of it or who to tell or where to start or what to say. Sometimes I really despise myself.
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