03.19.02-12:17 a.m.>

Melissa worries....

-that she is a bad person

-that she will never be motivated enough to make any kind of a difference

-that nothing she says or does is affecting any kind of change on a personal level

-that she is physically stuck, bound to her current position

-that she is lost, lost in a place she calls home

-that no one thinks she's funny any more

-that everyone's pretty much discovered her punchline by now and can see it coming a million and one miles away in the distance

-that she will age,and age, and never really figure out how to relate to people

-that she will stumble through life deathly afraid of attaching herself to the unfamiliar

-that the above will prevent her from meeting new people

-that the people she does meet will find her bumbly and odd.

-that people are tired of her on the whole.

she's tired,most of the time,even after sleeping.