older-contact-homeland-me-notes

03.22.02-12:00 a.m.>

It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are.(oh colorgenics if there were more people who cared about/appreciated/and/or/understood me maybe I'd have picked red first instead of yellow you creepy little quiz) A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life(But alas, as I previously mentioned, I dont think theres anyone who DOES understand me,really).

We are all conditioned by our environment(thank you captain obvious) and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time'(I know I know) - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one(This I highly doubt).

Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress.(I have willpower ?? WHERE ???) Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without(and how) and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything(I never make necessary decisions, I'm mentally like five).

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions are really beyond your capabilities. This has resulted in experiencing considerable anxiety and stress. You are looking for confirmation from your nearest and dearest that you have the ability and strength to fulfil all of your needs and to be completely self-sufficient.When matters don't go right for you - you tend to become inhibited and blame others for your inadequacy.(right now Im blaming you Colorgenics) You feel that there must be a way out from all the trials and tribulations that you have been experiencing of late and you are right - there is a solution - so don't give in, keep searching.

Thank you colorgenics.com, for your very accurate,yet broad generalizing description of my current situation. Maybe its not so broad and generalizing.

*shrugs*

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