older-contact-homeland-me-notes

04.02.02-11:14 p.m.>

I had a dream last night about my Nana,

I remember being very confused as to why she was there.

I remember being hurt and worried and scared, and wanting to ask her things and tell her things like...

Does it hurt to die ?

Are you ok ?

Are you happy now ?

Am I a dissappointment ?

What does it all mean Nana ?

Where do we go when we die ?

Is it some Wilder-esque Folding Chair Setup where we all just sit quietly awaiting our Judgement ?

Am I doing ok ?

Am I a good person ?

I miss you....

But all I could get out was

"When will I see you again ?"

and she said with a worried look on her face...

"Sooner than you think"

Now Im all creeped out.

What could this mean ?

Help !