04.12.02-1:35 p.m.>

So my mom went to Ob/Gyn for the first time in a long time this week, and they found something in her mammography...and its bad.

Thats all she would tell me over the phone,that theres something in her breast and its bad.

I havent seen her yet today.

I'm the most selfish girl in the world,because I don't want to live my life without my mother.

She can't die.

She just can't.

But what can I do ?

oh god.