04.19.02-4:13 p.m.>

Diaryland I just cant stay away from you.

It's a blessing and a curse.

A blessing because lets me get this all out of me, and a curse because EVERYONE reads it.

So it's confirmed now ,it is cancer...

and the only thing I really really hate is the not knowing whats going to happen.

I can't live my life like this.

I need to know whats going to happen, or what to expect.

Somebody Please Please Help Us.