older-contact-homeland-me-notes

07.11.02-11:20 a.m.>

In my life I've only ever met two or three very honest people.

People who are up front with me, about everything...

and I'd have to admit that, yes, they bug the hell out of me.

Mainly because most of my problems stem from me not wanting to hear things, or choosing not to see things...

and when you have someone dangling, everything you hate about yourself, or everything you need to change in your life on a string in front of your face, its a little more than painful, because the truth really does hurt...

and coming to this conclusion is kinda painful as well, because retrospectively,losing touch with people whose opinions you really value is shitty squared.

More on my continued social ineptitude later.....

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