older-contact-homeland-me-notes

07.24.02-12:31 a.m.>

As would be considered fitting with my luck, I was my own 11,000th visitor.

figures...

Listening to "evaporated" repeatedly...

heartbreaking really.

Things filling my head that just wont leak out my left ear like I'd like for them to.

It kills me really.

I feel like maybe this isnt as big a deal as making it, and my constant need for messy drama is keeping me from letting go of it.

and the current lack of AC in my house is enough to make me throw up.

Im gonna watch say anything and sweat myself to sleep.

If you have Central Air Conditioning, its safe to say I loathe you with passsion.

Goodnight diaryland...