12.16.02-9:28 p.m.>

Is the need to be dependent a weakness ?

I, by my own nature, am somewhat incapable of functioning 100% on my own.

When I do,or more accurately, when I attempt to, something inevitably goes terribly wrong.

But does that make me a bad person ?

Does everyone need someone else to depend on ?

Am I weak person because I need the help of other people ?

Darwin would tell me yes.

I will be thrown to the wolves later in my life if I don't get my shit together at some point.

But I need to believe that some people, a percentage of the population, are just like me.

That a chunk of the planet need a hand to steady them, and a boot in the buttox every now and then.

I need to believe, that even if I am a weak person...

Im not alone.