05.21.03-9:55 p.m.>

Dear America,

Fuck you for making reality television so addictive only to cause me to be addicted to a show I so deeply deeply hate and so love at the same time.

Fucking American Idol making me watch it every week and then Ruben winning and not Clay.

Sucking the interest and livelihood from my veins and not even letting the guy I like win.

DAMN IT ALL TO HELL !!!!!!!!