12.29.03-11:55 p.m.>

As far as this year is concerned one thing impacted me more than any other event that took place in 2K3...

- The Death of Elliot Smith

Its something I forget about, and then remember and wince. It hurts for me to think that he couldnt make it.

That everything that hurt him was too much for him on a daily.

How does the rest of the world function ?

It turned alot of my close friends upside down for a while.

Its something that I dont know if I'll ever really be able to wrap my head around.